dear my friends

i wish i could cry
i wish i could angry
i wish i could laugh loudly
i wish i could do everything
i wish i could tell you everything, anything, something, whatever!
i wish i know what am i doing for
i wish i couldn't feel these pain



dear my friends



i feel nothing
i really feel lonely in these noise
i can't breath
i am so pathetic
i really wanna cry
i really really wanna back to the past, because i can't stand in this situation, and i hate it desperately
i said my world is wonderful but i'm lying!

dear my friends,
i really need you