a lonely september :p

im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do, or anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working out
cause you're all thats on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

im sitting here trying to convince myself
that u're not the one for me
but the more i think, the less i believe it
an the more i want u here with me
u know the holidays are coming up
i dont want to spend them alone
memories of christmas time with u
would just kill me if im on my own

i know its not the smartest thing to do
we just cant seem to get it right
but what i wouldnt give to have one more change tonight

im sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
but with all my inspiration gone its not getting me very far
oh please, baby wont yo take my hand
weve got nothing left to prove

oh, i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i think i did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but i dont know you did it or not

dont offer me that smile that i love to see
dont do anything that'll make me embarassed
hey stop it dude!
Though it makes me feel better
you know, im happy
i love your way for kidding me
i love it when you made me laugh
and i love when you make me embarassed
i love you anyway
or whatever im not so sure

just dont hang me up like this
say that you love me
or not
or whatever
i just wanna know what your feeling and what do you want

you seems like you know everything abou me
but you dont
you seems like you care with me
but yo dont
you seems like you love me
but you dont
well i dont know